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- A MAN YOUNG AND OLD
- I
- i{First Love}
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- THOUGH nurtured like the sailing moon
- In beauty's murderous brood,
- She walked awhile and blushed awhile
- And on my pathway stood
- Until I thought her body bore
- A heart of flesh and blood.
- But since I laid a hand thereon
- And found a heart of stone
- I have attempted many things
- And not a thing is done,
- For every hand is lunatic
- That travels on the moon.
- She smiled and that transfigured me
- And left me but a lout,
- Maundering here, and maundering there,
- Emptier of thought
- Than the heavenly circuit of its stars
- When the moon sails out.
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- II
- i{Human Dignity}
- Like the moon her kindness is,
- If kindness I may call
- What has no comprehension in't,
- But is the same for all
- As though my sorrow were a scene
- Upon a painted wall.
- So like a bit of stone I lie
- Under a broken tree.
- I could recover if I shrieked
- My heart's agony
- To passing bird, but I am dumb
- From human dignity.
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- III
- i{The Mermaid }
- A mermaid found a swimming lad,
- Picked him for her own,
- Pressed her body to his body,
- Laughed; and plunging down
- Forgot in cruel happiness
- That even lovers drown.
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- IV
- i{The Death of the Hare}
- I have pointed out the yelling pack,
- The hare leap to the wood,
- And when I pass a compliment
- Rejoice as lover should
- At the drooping of an eye,
- At the mantling of the blood.
- Then' suddenly my heart is wrung
- By her distracted air
- And I remember wildness lost
- And after, swept from there,
- Am set down standing in the wood
- At the death of the hare.
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- V
- i{The Empty Cup}
- A crazy man that found a cup,
- When all but dead of thirst,
- Hardly dared to wet his mouth
- Imagining, moon-accursed,
- That another mouthful
- And his beating heart would burst.
- October last I found it too
- But found it dry as bone,
- And for that reason am I crazed
- And my sleep is gone.
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- VI
- i{His Memories}
- We should be hidden from their eyes,
- Being but holy shows
- And bodies broken like a thorn
- Whereon the bleak north blows,
- To think of buried Hector
- And that none living knows.
- The women take so little stock
- In what I do or say
- They'd sooner leave their cosseting
- To hear a jackass bray;
- My arms are like the twisted thorn
- And yet there beauty lay;
- The first of all the tribe lay there
- And did such pleasure take --
- She who had brought great Hector down
- And put all Troy to wreck --
- That she cried into this ear,
- "Strike me if I shriek.'
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- VII
- i{The Friends of his Youth}
- Laughter not time destroyed my voice
- And put that crack in it,
- And when the moon's pot-bellied
- I get a laughing fit,
- For that old Madge comes down the lane,
- A stone upon her breast,
- And a cloak wrapped about the stone,
- And she can get no rest
- With singing hush and hush-a-bye;
- She that has been wild
- And barren as a breaking wave
- Thinks that the stone's a child.
- And Peter that had great affairs
- And was a pushing man
- Shrieks, "I am King of the Peacocks,'
- And perches on a stone;
- And then I laugh till tears run down
- And the heart thumps at my side,
- Remembering that her shriek was love
- And that he shrieks from pride.
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- VIII
- i{Summer and Spring}
- We sat under an old thorn-tree
- And talked away the night,
- Told all that had been said or done
- Since first we saw the light,
- And when we talked of growing up
- Knew that we'd halved a soul
- And fell the one in t'other's arms
- That we might make it whole;
- Then peter had a murdering look,
- For it seemed that he and she
- Had spoken of their childish days
- Under that very tree.
- O what a bursting out there was,
- And what a blossoming,
- When we had all the summer-time
- And she had all the spring!
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- IX
- i{The Secrets of the Old}
- I have old women's sectets now
- That had those of the young;
- Madge tells me what I dared not think
- When my blood was strong,
- And what had drowned a lover once
- Sounds like an old song.
- Though Margery is stricken dumb
- If thrown in Madge's way,
- We three make up a solitude;
- For none alive to-day
- Can know the stories that we know
- Or say the things we say:
- How such a man pleased women most
- Of all that are gone,
- How such a pair loved many years
- And such a pair but one,
- Stories of the bed of straw
- Or the bed of down.
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- X
- i{His Wildness}
- O bid me mount and sail up there
- Amid the cloudy wrack,
- For peg and Meg and Paris' love
- That had so straight a back,
- Are gone away, and some that stay
- Have changed their silk for sack.
- Were I but there and none to hear
- I'd have a peacock cry,
- For that is natural to a man
- That lives in memory,
- Being all alone I'd nurse a stone
- And sing it lullaby.
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- XI
- i{From 'Oedipus at Colonus'}
- Endure what life God gives and ask no longer span;
- Cease to remember the delights of youth, travel-wearied aged man;
- Delight becomes death-longing if all longing else be vain.
- Even from that delight memory treasures so,
- Death, despair, division of families, all entanglements of mankind grow,
- As that old wandering beggar and these God-hated children know.
- In the long echoing street the laughing dancers throng,
- The bride is catried to the bridegroom's chamber
- through torchlight and tumultuous song;
- I celebrate the silent kiss that ends short life or long.
- Never to have lived is best, ancient writers say;
- Never to have drawn the breath of life, never to have
- looked into the eye of day;
- The second best's a gay goodnight and quickly turn away.
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